moonlight lines

surprised

2006-02-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

i'm really surprised..

i never thought this could happen to me..

"this time i'm sure what i'm looking for, and that's what i want you to know.."

can't get this guy off of my head...

Pasko

2005-12-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Another year gone by...

Good thing it has been a happy one

A very important one actually..

I have realized 10 important things
1.Purpose
2.Pain
3.Love
4.Strength
5.Friendship with God
6.God's plan
7.Determination
8.Sacrifice
9.Mistakes
10.Mourning

my Lola passed away last september...

i have found someone to love forever (actually i've been loving him for forever, hindi niya lang alam! ahaha..but now he's mine.. you don't know how blessed i feel)..

i have found God's plan for me, what matters now is how to do it properly. this is a rare thing you know. God loves me.

What a year! Gotta love life!

Last year ko na next year as a biology student. Hopefully i'll be able to pass NMAT tests...

Ciao!

Again...

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

btw, i just found out that its Jesus THE Christ not just Jesus Christ.. It means Jesus THE Anointed one.. ang tao nga naman.. pati proper name ni Jesus kinakatamaran pa i-complete.. heheh

Ciao!!

I might post na next year. = )

burning

2005-12-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

It was strange at first
Later more pleasant
Waves of want
And pleasure
Devoured my senses

Giving in to the urge
Of deeper obsession,
I surrendered all the right sense
All that is left for me
Is madness

The full moon shone so bright
Illuminating our shadowy space
As we fill each other
With soulful gaze

Albeit the cold December wind
Our bodies tried hard to conceal
The heat, the passion
Afraid of losing everything there
At that moment

There in the shadows,
An ephemeral thing
Shared by two people
Lucky to behold

Those eyes that were so caring
Sucked all that I've held into
Leaving me captivated,
Enthralled
And lost for words.

VERY MERRY X-MAS

2005-12-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

"I never actually believed he'll be back. I have set my mind into spending my forever with someone else; though the thought of it kills me. It is possible that God gave me the chance to have a glimpse of my future, through my past."

That just came out of me. I am very happy now.

I never thought he'll be back.

That someone who I thought had left me forever.

I don't know what I did to deserve such hapiness, whatever it was, I'm willing to do it all over again.

Most of my poems here and posts are all about sadness, letting go.. and now I don't have to create such anymore, just to ease the pain. He's mine now.. And I'll try to keep him here..

I'm so in love now... Crazy in love

"I fell in love twice, first was with you, and second was with the person you became when you were already mine.."

hmm my next posts will be full of hapiness... for a change. = )

Merry Christmas! Happy New Year!

Gemini

2005-09-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Gemini
Spongecola

come a little closer
flicker in flight
we'll have about an inch's space
but i'm here i can breathe in
what you breathe out

let me know if i'm doing this right
let me know if my grip's too tight
let me know if i can stay all of my life
let me know if dreams can come true
let me know if this one's your's too
coz' i see it
and i feel it right here
and i feel you right here

the vacuous night
steps aside to give meaning
to gemini's dreaming
the moon on its back
and the seemingly
veiled room's lit
by the same star.

I have been addicted to that song..

latest update to my life? hmm i'm okay

..loveless

i met this guy.. i thought he likes me.. someone told me he does..

but.. why don't he text me??

haay...

pictures

2005-08-26T16:27:00.000+08:00

si misch at zhy sa absinth, greenbelt

misch.zhy II

kami naman ni mami love sa absinth din.

night out

2005-08-26T15:12:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the last day of our finals.. hurray!!!!!!

of course.. we celebrated 'till we drop

what did we do?

heck! night Life. nightLife. nightlifE.

zhy.romsi.misch.eka.raziel.lovely. and me, all went to greenbelt after the bloody relstwo finals.

watching skeleton key was on the top of our list..i don't know why but the movie was still not playing on gbelt cinemas. so we walked oUr way to G4 and found ourselves struggling towards the dark seats inside the movie house (of course, we ate first... i can still remember the ambrosia like taste of what I ate from dencio's grill)

around 10 or so.. we walked out of the cinema and talked madly about the movie.. as if we haven't seen it just a while ago..lol. tHe movie was superb (i'll reserve the critic for later articles).

we still didn't want to go home( it was just past ten!) so we strolled around hoping to find some place where we could chill out. But eKa's mom started calling her sO we decided to turn around and head for the taxi cabs. unfortUnately for some of us, we still haven't filled that hunger to unleash our wild side, we decided to stay.

zhy.lovely.misch.and me.(romsi could have stayed. but it was too late when we told him we wanted to stay, coz his father was already on his way to fetch him) excitedly went back to greenbelt. we struggled to find a place where there was a live band playing (me and mami wanted to watch it badly) and came across ABSINTH..

ETHAN was playing.. we had no idea who they were but they were singing pretty good (alternative songs pa!..astig) so we decided to sit down, order drinks and listen to alternative music..

and then Bang! no there's no chaos or something.. Bang! emotions came running wild and i started to feel good.. and we w ere having fun! really having fun! aside from the fact that the band was really good, we started singing their songs which were all our favorites! plus.. the lead singer was a cute guy..lol

unfortunately the band only sings till midnight, so after 2 hours or so, we payed for the food and starte d looking for a new bar to invade.

we thought our luck faded when we didn't find a nice place to stay (some were really crowded and some were empty)... until zhy suggested a comedy bar, THE LIBRARY in malate.. so we went there (taxi cab again) and went drinking again. zhy ordered mango juice again (said she was tipsy because of it huh?! lol) and mami. misch and me ordered san mig light (again)..

it wasn't that fun (but we still had fun).. gays never fail to make people smile..lol

feeling tired(at last), we went back to misch and zhy's place.. to finally retire and rest our sunken eyes.

wheew! 2 bottles of san mig light and my h ead's already in pain!

we went home around 4 am..

what a night out! heck! i want to return to absinth next week!

zhy. misch. labli! take two!

cut

2005-08-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair... last aug.12
very long. to very short.

then i pAinTed my nails bLaCk.

i dOnt know what came to Me...

bUt it was FUn...

Over

2005-08-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

I'LL BE OVER YOU
Toto

Some people live their dreams
Some peopleclose their eyes
Some people's destiny

Passes by There are no guarantees

There are no alibis
That's how our love must be
Don't ask why

Bridge:

It takes some time
God knows how long
I know that I can forget you

Chorus:
As soon as my heart stops breakin
Anticipating
As soon as forever is through
I'll be over you

Remembering times gone by
Promise

As we once made
What are the reasons why
Nothing stays the same

Bridge:

There were the
nights holding you close
Someday I'll try to forget them
Someday I'll be over you

Chorus

after a century

2005-08-13T14:24:00.000+08:00

Hahaaha after a century naupdate ko na rin blog ko mejo ang daming nangyari! kagagahan! haahha

Nagpagupit ako kahapon.. so short! i dunno what dawned on me why i did that,anyway this is my last short haircut!forever long hair na ko after this..*_*

I had a lot of tough exams! (why are they always hard?) I got a depressing score in Orgchem, bawi na lang.. *_*

Kanina I bumped into someone else's blog.. a very special personi was surprised (actually i expected na rin..labo!) sa mga nabasa ko.. before he was mine.. now he belongs to someone else..

naaah I'll get over it.. hope so *_*.. first love never dies<<<---drama! ahaahha yeah.. i'll get over him.. eventually...

torture nga eh.. habang binabasa ko yung blog niya, biglang nagplay yung song na I'll Be Over You! eh di mega senti ako..wahahaha haaay ganyan talaga.. panapanahon lang

Ang nakakainis lang, and dami kong sinayang na panahon.. I could have told him what I feel.. sooner.. when I had the perferct chance.. maybe that could have changed EVERYTHING..

But the really really HARDEST part is when someone promised you "FOREVER".. then they ended up FORGETTING their promise... hindi mo alam kung dapat ka magalit kasi sabagay.. masyado pa kayong bata nung sinabi niya yung pangako na yan..

To understand.. would be futile

maiba naman.. haaayy sobrang daming dapat gawin.. finals na kasi namen a week after this.. kaya ayan! nagdagsaan ang mga requirements at long tests.. anyway.. mas mabuti na ito.. to forget for a while..

Haaay..I miss angkan!hehe

smile

2005-07-19T19:48:00.000+08:00

Finally after weeks, I was able to smile...

July16-- We had a field work in Botany2 at Matuod, Lian Batangas

We walked in the knee-length beach, got ourselves stinged by sea urchins, got sun-burned, and got ourselves knock-out tired..

But we also shared fun moments like when Mon played the Intro of The Day You said Goodnight OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!! NON_STOP!!! unbearable! heheheh

I lost hold of my phone and it fell to the water... Also Mami Love's phone... Both of which are in my pouch that I was clumsily holding.. Mami told me that I shouldn't blame myself because it was not my fault (considering the muddy, rocky, urchin-filled path that we have to walk through).. I'm sooo sorry!!!!

Luckily, the cell repair shop told me that they could fix my phone with no sweat... But mami decided to just buy a new phone

That night, I went to my ka-barkada's debut and I was part of the 18 bears (My ka-bio's told me that I have to wear a bear suit.. just imagine! hahah)

It went on really fun.. I had to sing duet with my friend for the 18 tulips.. I was asked to sing it solo but I was too shy...hehehhe

I met a cute guy.. We weren't properly introduced though, but we had a common friend..
he was also an old classm8 of some of my ka-barkadas
I wish next time we could be introduced. LOL

Gosh I really miss angkan! hehehe

lost

2005-07-04T11:36:00.000+08:00

i've read a lot of things
he seem happy
I have lost him forever

i could have been with you.. if you gave me the chance

"tell me where it hurts now baby
and i'll do my best to make it better
yes i'll do my best to make
the tears all go away..."

i could sing this for you... just ask
but you found someone else to sing this for you

sadness
numb...

Maze

2005-06-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

MAZE

Inside the labyrinth
I struggled to find my way out
But the harder I try
The more I was sucked inside

To be lost is madness
But tonight it is refuge
To be mad is numbness
And numbness is cure

Inside the labyrinth
There I lay motionless
The desire to escape has grown chill
Outside these walls is sadness

To run is futile
To stay still is worst
To meet Death is better
Numbness is Death

...I'm feeling blue because of you, and this is my only way to be with you

Wheew...
I am happy because:
a. I did good in Orgchem
b. I met new friends ( a lot of them actually) last night and just this morning
c. I got a new phone
d. I still have my family

I am sad because:
a. I don't know how well I did in my Physics test
b. Someone dear to me(not a bf..far from that) already found his special someone.. I should be happy for him... I AM happy for him!! I guess...
c. I'm lazy

Out of the blue

2005-06-18T18:42:00.000+08:00

Out of the Blue
Lately, I have been hooked with Hale and 3 Doors Down... I'm so into alternative rock!

I can't describe what I'm feeling right now
to 'describe' would be an offense
to 'feel', I would prefer

another line there... I've been coming up with a LOT of senseless lines these days.. I usually do that to stick up with boring hours.... I guess my life has been boring lately...

I'm bored of being busy... ironically speaking...

But I still do want to be busy... It gives me something to live for..

Because deep inside... something is deteriorating

I've been faced with a lot of responsibilities lately:
a. my org- writer's guild.. I wanna be active.. really active, so I'm currently wrecking my brain for good activities
b. my engltwo research paper... this is killing me
c. my test in physics2 on tuesday.. dang! i don't wanna even dare to think about it
d. my test in botalab on wed... bearable but another hassle
e. my every-other-meeting-quizzes in relstwo.. another pain in the a**
f. my report in relstwo
g. my plan to canvass for stores.. i want a new phone.. i'm stuck with a 3310 eversince my 7250 got stolen LAST YEAR.. my mom is killing me.. literally (hehehe).. fortunately she gave up when she found out i have 9 lives so she just gave me (at last) money after realizing that i DO DESERVE that money.. (hehehe)
h. my lovelife- i dont have one now, no im not sad about it ( i have other things to worry about).. its just that, i could have gotten the best bf (for me) in the whole world... if only it was not forbidden...
i. my church work for relstwo... i'm not learning anything
j. i feel like i'm walking upside down..

tell me something...

Fortunately I still have music to lean on to
a. Hale
b. 3 Doors Down
c. Lifehouse
d. Switchfoot
e. MYMP

And I still have the sweetest cousin in the world...hihihi.. i miss you cuz..

i wish i could say to you
the way I'm feeling blue
all because of you...

... words are really coming out of nowhere...hihihi

One night

2005-06-06T21:44:00.000+08:00

One Night

I was captivated
It was just one night
Of laughter and lights
But then Cupid hit me
As fast as his arrow could ride

I wasn't able to fight
I wasn't able to hide
It was all so sudden
Painfully too soon

I could have loved him deep
But time and fate
Forbid us to see
That loving each other

Is the sole reason we exist...

Sa Kanya

2005-06-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Sa kanya

Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa
Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Chorus:
Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya
At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali man isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Repeat Chorus:

Adlib:
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
Sa kanya, sa kanya, sa kanya, hah-ooh
Sa kanya.

Haaay... I miss so many people... Charlie's Angels, my cousins, batangas, my High School friends, and....hehehe....

some memories

2005-06-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

haler!!!!! after almost two months of not being able to post... nakapagpost narin ako...

sayang.. tinamad ako i-post dito ung details dun sa flores de mayo...
YEs!! u heard me right... Nag Flores De Mayo ako! and I was the Queen!
It was not a beauty pageant.. more of paramihan ng monetary contributions...
I have pictures!!!! post ko dito after I upload them...

WHat really happened that day?

May27-Friday. I was absent that day from school so that I could go to Batangas. That night, there was an amateur singing contest, I was the judge. But I wasn't able to judge the contest because me and a whole bunch of my cousins went for a night swimming. Sobrang dami namen. We went swimming sa kabilang island because very fine ung sand doon. We went there by a small motor boat, small lang siya so my cousin (the one driving the motor boat) has to split us into two groups for the 1st and 2nd trip. I was with my two bestest friends, we call pa nga ourselves Charlie's Angels, daughters sila ng cousins ko but we still have the same age... and of all my friends.. I treasure them the most. At the place, we set up a bonfire and when it was time to go home, inulan kami. Yung mga 2nd trip (i belong there) have to wait a little longer until the rain would stop. It was so cold, we found refuge in a small cave, na may nlalaglag na small stones... Pero it was still super super fun.. :)

May28-Saturday. The day when I felt most beautiful. Grabe the preparations has been. Ladies woke up as early as 2a.m. to cook the foods. Around 1130a.m. nagstart na magprepare ang mga muses. Haaay everyone was so beautiful. Around 230, the parade started. Ang layo ng nilibot namen but amidst na pagod... again it was super super fun. Since I am the queen, I was the last in the line. My escort was my cousin Francis. Buti it was not super mainit. Mejo makulimlim pa nga eh, pero it didn't rain.

That night, was the coronation night. I changed my gown, then around 630pm we started the parade for the runner-ups and.. ehem.. the queen. My escort then was my other cousin, karl. In the stage, I was seated in the middle. I can see everyone from the top. And of course, all eyes are on the three of us in the stage, 6 plus the escorts. After the coronation, there was a dance party, the Charlie's Angels partied the rest of the night and retired around 230a.m. But that same morning around 730am, sadly, we (me and my family) left for manila.

There are some things that happened there, which is really nakakahiya if ever I cite it here.... yes about lovelife! ahahahaha....

Basta, this is one of the most unforgettable things in my life...

It's just fun to live... :)

Bad trip

2005-04-22T15:13:00.000+08:00

BAD TRIP!!!!!

I was intending to post Nina's song, love moves, but .wma file simply cannot play!

I don't know why... only.asf and .mp3 files play properly in my blog.

Grrr! Now I have to convert .wma to .mp3.. BUT I feel soooo LAZY!! DAmn!

....................................

REASONS why I was not able to post articles frequently:
1. I feel so LAZY
2. I just want to watch TV all day long
3. I don't like my computer, so slow!
4. I'm finishing my fan fiction
*at long last! I'm about to finish my fanfiction which I started when I was still
in 2nd year high (wheew! think how lazy I am)
5. Lastly, I'm busy watching my crush play basketball every afternoon in the nearby court.
*HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHH

...zoning out

P.S.
GRRRR!!!!!!! SOBRANG INIT!!!!

Ring Two

2005-04-16T15:27:00.000+08:00

Ring Two- A movie review
Fear comes full circle.
That's what the trailer seems to say.
But after you watch the movie, there would be no fear at all. And story comes HALF circle.
The ring two did not have a new story at all. They just introduced another character to insert another concept. But it was not successful in that part; it's as if Ring One and Ring Two is just one movie cut in half, and shown on different dates.
The movie started direct to the point, right in the middle of what was left from the first movie.
There was nothing new with the effects, same dark atmosphere seen from the first movie. Though they added some edge to the effects, like the water moving upward, samara reflected in the mirror, some deer attacking a car, the dreaded chase in the well; they were still not enough to deviate Ring two from the first.
Mother-son relationship against malevolence creates the drama in the film. It made the audience connect to the movie.
Naomi Watts was good although she was limited by the movie's poor script. The kid, Aidan, he reminded me of the sixth sense boy (Haley Joel Osment), was also good based on his realistic acting.
If you're so bored and you would like to at least entertain yourself, you can watch this film. 2 out of 5 stars.

Course Card Day

2005-04-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, this is a very interesting day. A LOT of things happpened.

First, I went to school to get my grades. Damn! I'm sooo happy, I did not get any failing grades. Plus, there are some subjects wherein I expected just a 1.0 grade (lowest in our grading system) but for some God blessed reason, I got a 2.0 for the lowest grade! LucKY me!

Second, I got to hang out with my Ka-BiO's. We had some laughs, trips, pangaasar... Lalo na si Ms. Mollusca. hehehehe... Haaay I miss them na naman!

Third, I dropped by at the mall to buy some stuffs and impulsively decided to watch a movie. I was able to watch Ring Two. I should have watched Hide and Seek! I just watched Ring Two because I was interested in the trailer, haayyy sayang yung ticket ko! Grrr! Read my comment na lang.

Fourth, I was suppose to hang out with some HS friends, pero for some reason hindi natuloy.

Fifth, Some guy asked for my number while I was strolling the mall, but I did not give him my number. He's not my type, I'll just waste my load. Heheeheh.

Sixth, that night, my EX called me! I was shocked of course. Damn I super missed that guy! When he told me that he already got a girlfriend(sometime february) I was devastated.
Maybe I was JEALOUS, because maybe I STILL LOVE him. I don't know. I posted an article about the day he told me that he already have a girlfriend, and that he was happy. The article is somewhere in the link on the sidebar.

Seventh, My MOM got super mad at me. I was talking to someone on the phone, I got so carried away that I ignored the incoming call. It was my father pala! Hala LAGOT! So my father just called on my sister's cellphone. Damn! My mother was so furious about it! She was super mad at me as if I killed somebody! Naaaahhh, she just needed a portal to release her anger (she was having a a bad day kasi) and there I was, came in on a bad timing! She's getting old, I should understand! heheheh..

Eighth, before I slept I opened my box of letters and reminisced (what a word) my memories from GRADE SCHOOL and HIGH SCHOOL... I'm lucky to have those friends.. Haaay...
........................

What a day!

....zoning out....

Catching Up

2005-04-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

I went to my ka-barkada's birthday party just this afternoon.

Kami-kami lng ng barkada ko. We did some catching up about each other's lives.

Some are happy, some are really sad. Happy bacause they are contented with their course, with their new school, just happy with what is happening in their lives right now.
Some are sad due to HEARTACHES, or money matters.

I feel GUILTY. GUILTY because, one of my ka-barkada told me that she wanted to call me to tell me about her problem, but she noticed that I was tooooooooo BUSY and she wouldn't want to interrupt me, so she didn't mind calling.

Haaaayy GANUN talaga... SACRIFICES are to be made... NO CHOICE...

It was really A FEEL GOOD MOOD kanina. I MISSED MY BARKADA SOOO MUCH!
***ANGKAN 4ever***

YESTERDAY, I had the chance to do some catching up with my other friend from another barkada **SIZTAHS**

Another GUILTY mood. Due to my over busy schedule, I haven't been there when she needed a shoulder to cry on. Good thing the problem just happened this April 7, so I'm still not that late.
^_~
.....................
I have been doing a lot of catching up lately, I bumped into a lot of STARTLING issues.
Typical issues that would happen into a teenager who is not in the right direction of her life.
One is PREGNANCY.
What I just noticed is that SOME PEOPLE tend to judge others.
Others that have chosen wrong decisions in life.
PEOPLE are PEOPLE. They are made to make mistakes to LEARN.
They don't need to be JUDGED, but be UNDERSTOOD.

WHOOO! The gravity of the topic
.......................

I have also heard a lot of break-ups from couples who lasted for YEARS.
These are the couples that you thought would last 4ever!

Funny how guys tend to say that they really really love the girl.
Some are true some are just bluffs.

**But if you really really love someone, why would you do something to hurt them?
Or to ruin your relationship and break whatever you promised?

People CHANGE. Times CHANGE.

...........................

.....zoning out *_*

Blogging

2005-04-11T18:57:00.000+08:00

Most of the day I have been:

1. Sleeping
2.Watching
3.Eating
4.Blogging!!!!!!!
5.hmmm...blogging!!
6.wait! let me think.....blogging again!
7.and...blogging
8.I'll Sleep after blogging

I HAVE BEEN ADDICTED!!! AHAHAHHH!!!! Its because of the stupid background song of this blog! I was "repairing" the code BGSOUND whatsoever, and it doesn't work, so I tried the EMBED but it had some complications with my mp3 files,
...still!!! I TRIED! then DIED.. TRIEd again then DIED! THEN I WAS ALIVE!!! ahahahaa (STUPID)..
after years of staring at my HTML codes... I finally found a solution!...
and the solution all came down to a MUSIC BOX---->>found at the side bar! HAH!!

PROBABLY the reason why some codes doesn't work well is that my template codes are all jammed up! I promise to clean them tomorrow! AHA!!!! I have an AGENDA tomorow!

DANG!!!!! I wonder If I'll get sued????!!!!!!
WHY???
WELL, I didn't properly posted the credits for my blogskin because I forgot who to credit! ahahaha!!!!
This blogskin is the result of compiled pictures from different blogskins I found on the net. Its NOT just one template but a lot of them actually; that's why it took me a day to organize the codes to create an original skin! BUT I cannot call this ORIGINAL because it's merely a "mosaic" of downloaded pictures from different templates!
the BLUE background had a credit line "designed by" but it isn't clear! I can't remember where it came from!

I'm DOOMMEEDD!! Pls. DON'T SUE ME! I'm just a mere student dying to be a doctor someday..

I'm hopeless! ahahahaha!!!

I'll post later....

CIAO!!!

Finally

2005-04-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

finally finals are over...but rejoice not,

for course card day (dooms day) is still on its way... BEWARE

hahahahahaha....

I want to laugh laugh and laugh!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANG FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blah blah blah... I'm just hapi because I have finally..FINALLYYY

finally.. after 50 years... I have updated this blog....

its past 11pm already... I'm tired..

I'll post new articles tomorrow...

..zoning out!!!!! :p

Parokya

2005-02-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

WHAT A U_BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have never enjoyed U__BREAKS even though spongecola and bamboo performed before, until... PAROKYA NI EDGAR came earlier this afternoon.

It was during the university break when they performed 3 songs: HALAGA ( one of my favorite songs), THIS GUY'S IN LOVE WITH YOU PARE, YOUR SONG, and the last song.. i forgot the title but it was the collaboration with VINCI but he was not there.

CHITO WAS SO CUTE!!! I like guys like him. Those that are not the "tall, dark and handsome kinda guys". Guys like CHITO have oozing sex appeal, SENSE OF HUMOR (which I like the most) and...hehehe wadda you know? I like chinito eyes..hehehe

The aura was a feel-good one. We were sitting at the grass while they were performing. It was like jamming together on one sunny afternoon. It was a perfect treat for all the hassles of school work this term. Grabe this term has been. STRESSFULL!!!

Fortunately I got an autograph from CHITO, the guy with dyed hair and the guy who sang YOUR SONG. I wish hindi ko na nawala ung 7250phone ko, para naman I was able to get pictures at times like this.

PANO ba naman kanina.. CHITO was just sitting in front of us before they performed so I have all the opportunity in the world to have his solo pic with me! Eka naman was too shy kaya tuloy he got bad pictures after the show.

It was really fun! CIAO!!!

it's all too late

2005-02-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

huli na ang lahat..
may iba ka na...
isa akong malaking TANGA..
pinakawalan kita...
now i'm down on my knees... begging you please.. dont go..
pero masaya ka na.. sa kanya..
ang masakit.. kung kelan huli na ang lahat..
saka ko mare-realize.. ikaw lng ang buhay ko..
wala ng iba...
2 taon ako nagbulagbulagan.. akala ko hindi kita mahal..
mahal ko lng pala sarili ko.. pero nagsisisi na ako..
kailangan kita...
pero sadyang ganun...
it's all too late...

bakit ganun... hindi na ba talaga ako magiging masaya.. kahapon lang nkangiti ako..

ayoko na...

what did I do??

Finding Neverland

2005-02-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

Movie Review: Finding Neverland

Seeing everything from a writer's perspective, from the drama of each character, from the cruel reprimands of the grandmother down to the laughter over the children's eyes while playing with kites at the park on a summer afternoon, was all the director needed to weave something that bears a classy dramatic appeal into a movie worth your time. Well, giving it a classy touch was a giveaway since it was based on a classic novel. But to make it distinctly bold by making it appealing to all generations is something worth watching.

The title was catchy enough since you'll be thinking about Peter Pan and Captain Hook. But wait until you watch the movie and you'll see that there's more to this children's classic than just pirates and a crocodile with a ticking clock on its stomach.

Finding Neverland depicts how JM Barrie was able to write his famous novel Peter Pan. I haven't read the book about the life of JM Barrie but after watching the movie it's as if I wanted to head directly to the bookstore and start a journey to Neverland. The movie was really touching. What is most absolutely great was that it was appealing both to adults and children. The movie will show you what makes adults, adults and what makes children, children. But not only that, it will also show you that adults can be children and children can be adults when driven into certain circumstances such as tragedy and grief. Now I understand why JM Barrie was able to make Peter Pan a hit among all generations. Amidst all the glories behind JM Barrie's success, he was just a child inside who had found happiness by playing with other children.

Johnny Depp and Kate Winslet were extraordinary. They move in the screen with grace, not overlapping each other's performance. Both gave different touches into their character yet in the end they gave a common appeal to the audience. Their acting were distinct because although the role they portray was utterly ordinary, they managed to create something elegant and dramatic out of their respective characters, which by the way gave a blow to the audience. Truly worth the nominations for the Oscars.

The movie gave a lasting effect because of the realizations it offers. One can just sigh and begin to look back at his life and realize that things as simple as their childhood memories could make them survive their journey called life. 5 out of 5 stars.

Shall We Dance

2005-02-12T17:01:00.000+08:00

Movie Review: Shall We Dance?

Dancing is a journey, a language for many die-hard romantics. Every movement should have a purpose, a drama. Infatuation won't suffice but passion and love will. Ordinary people searching for a deviation to their monotonic life can have dancing as an option. That is where the movie rotates.

Shall we dance tells how people, who have different views in life, can perfectly fit as partners when it comes to dancing. The movie was embroidered with a perfect choice of music, a distinct choice of appealing characters, an elegant choice of costume and a familiar choice of setting. It’s both modern and classy. Plus, the director wove it to something simple wherein the characters have their own majestic spot. He gave a glimpse of each character's life while carefully ensuring that it won’t go adrift from the essence of the movie.

Richard Gere and Jennifer Lopez were, as expected, gave a very good collaboration, although I cannot help but think that I have already seen the same thing. The movie did not give that lasting effect at the end. It's like stepping into the movie house, then you get entertained and afterwards that's it. It’s a good treat for a valentines date but you probably won’t even remember the movie when you retire at the end of the day. Although it's simple, its elegance took it a step higher than other movies of the same genre. 3 of 5 stars.

what a week

2005-02-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

what a week...

grabe this week... it was so stressful!

MONDAY-- exam chem FRIDAY--exam zoolab

THURS-- exam physics

hayy i was lucky i survived.. lately i've been sleeping past 1:30 and last night(kaninang umaga pla) 4am na.. i need to sleep!!

pero amidst all those STRESS im sooo HAPI parin! my favorite team---GINEBRA WON the championship!! after 6 games they did it! even though pilay sila dahil wala si jajay they have proven thaT they can still win the title. KAHIT na binigay sa kanila ung 1st game win ng TNT they have proven na they can really match TNT!!! great game talaga!

Cyempre i love MARK caguioa--47 and JAJAY hetlerbrand--13.. astigg.. SANTOS, MENK, SALVACION were also great!!! haayy...

I was desperate to have a ticket for game six pero ubos na.. sayang.. anyway my TV served me well..heheh..

gotta zone out i need to sleep! hehe...

hapi na ko!!!!!

ehem ehem.. my crush smiled at me kanina.. i was shocked kasi i thought he's suplado..hehehe.. well i found out that we kinda have the same interests...hehehe

anger

2005-01-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

i don't need to be judged
i want to be understood
i'm not perfect
but who is
i don't need your pity
i need your love

I wrote that to hush the anger, to ease the hatred. I guess poetry is my GET AWAY.

At six this evening I stopped by the cathedral and talked to HIM, my RESORT.

DOES that make me GOOD?

As usual, there are only a FEW people praying around.

When I got home I tried to review for a very big exam but I ended up skimming STUPIDLY.

WHEN WILL I BE IN THE MOOD? I'm NOT like this before...

so many questions...NOT even an answer came...

...zOning out

today

2005-01-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Dancing in the waters of the moon
Invisible rain enveloped me
The pressure drowned me
I long for a savior...

I don't know what that meant but it just popped out of my zOning mind... Here I am again sitting in front of the computer, wasting my life with inane things. I woke up past 12 this afternoon. I have slept late last night only because I was busy surfing the net for nothings.

There's something WRONG with my head right now but I can't decipher it. Its all addled with lots of stuffs. All I know is I can't feel anything right now. I guess that makes me NUMB.

Have you ever felt like you are going to CHOKE and yet you can perfectly breathe?

PAIN is ENDLESS... I guess I'm just CONFUSED right now. I have a lot of things to do but I ended up doing NOTHING...

I'm LAZY... BROKEN

I talk too much...

...zOning out

Just Past

2005-01-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

Just Past

You told me you love me

You told me to care

But then I saw that love wasn't really fair

The sad thing is I believed you

And trusted you with all my heart

So look at me now foolish and falling apart

I never thought you could hurt me

You looked harmless for a guy

I ignored the pain

Focused to no one else

I always thought I was superior

That I could rule you with my hand

But you were like a silent killer

A thief running fast

Now I've realized

You were nothing but trash

And oh is that girl's love true?
Don't answer

I no longer care...

Through the Years

2005-01-22T13:02:00.000+08:00

This piece I made for my batchmates back in high school.. I miss you guys...

Through the Years

We held each other's hands when we were down
And managed to stood up together as one
We laughed and cried together
Experiences made us stronger for the better

We had fights and fears
But time had proven our friendship's
Better than sorrowful tears

Destiny made us meet
Let alone the reason why
I am already thankful
To have you people by my side

Pretty soon we may be apart
But you'll always be a part of my heart

Goodbye might seem sad and frightening
But it shouldn't stop us from dreaming
We don't know what tomorrow may bring
But doors will lead us to a brighter beginning

Like a Thief

2005-01-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Like a Thief

I saw you once, twice
I just ignored you everytime
Many of my friends are so attracted to you
And I was just saying..."Who?"

They cannot look at you straight in the eye
But I was looking at you with my brows arching high
What is it that they saw in you?

But then all at once you came like a thief
Snatching every bit of my energy
I kept on denying this
Thinking that it will soon go away quietly
Like how it came suddenly

But then, months had passed by
And still, I am stuck with this feeling I can't deny

No matter how I scream or
How I shake my head
I just can't get you off my mind

This is pathetic, useless
You don't even know me
And wouldn't even want to know me

And now, you're about to leave
Leaving me hanging
Leaving me uncured

Lamentation On Two Things

2005-01-16T20:45:00.000+08:00

Lamentation on Two Things

Can you believe that the leaves are turning already?
Another year has gone by
The long soft evenings have raced away
And the day that you'd be gone is fast approaching

I wish the days left will go on without end
But that timelessness has its own weight that will make it stop
Leaving the soul to dream on too long
To keep hoping too long

I wonder what I've missed...what chances are gone
I wonder how will the days left be spent
By trying to forget you?

I cannot help but grieve for the coming of the end
The sound of the wind sifting in the rattling leaves is melancholy.
The bright colors of yesterday fade so fast,
As I may not see you ever again

Still, the long evenings do give time for thought and
Reflection of the past and planning for those ahead
But then, the crisp air carries an energy, a vitality,
like when new leaves sprout to replace the fallen ones

The dead leaves of the past enrich the soil,
as I am enriched by memories of things that now will be gone
I don't know why I lament like this
Is it because of the thought that you're leaving?
Or is it because I've reminisced the past for the year's end?

Maybe there's no blame when a flower's life is done
No blame when the leaves keep falling within the hands of father time
No blame for the impossibility of seeing you again
No blame for the things that I just wasted

At times I fear the soil of my soul has grown chill,
with the days growing shorter, and the sun staying low
Still, I cling to a belief that spring will save me
from the melancholy of autumn...

If I Could

2005-01-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

If I Could

If I could,
Then I would tell you how much you mean to me
If I could,
Then I would show you how much I am stuck to you deeply
If I could,
Then I would sprinkle you with joy like the refreshing summer rain
If I could,
Then I would tell her how much she means to you
Just to make you happy
I wish I could be with you all the time and adore you endlessly
But all I could do is to stare at you
Forbidden of the chance to be with you